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David from pencil to comic by Lordrokesh David from pencil to comic :iconlordrokesh:Lordrokesh 1 0 Sweet Jesus I'm on Fire by Lordrokesh Sweet Jesus I'm on Fire :iconlordrokesh:Lordrokesh 1 3
Literature
Somethings Broken in my Mind
I'm so tired now, I can't sleep and I wish that I knew why
Something's breaking down, In my heart and in my mind
Something's broken in my mind
Something's broken in my mind
And it's something you won't find
I promised you I'd try, to get up and finally do something right
But I'm worn out, please just 5 more minutes to rest my eyes
Something's broken in my mind
Something's broken in my mind
But I promise I'll be just fine
While I sing this rhyme, something tells me I must get up and go
Can't give up this time, I have to get myself walking down the road
Something's broken inside my mind
And I'm not sure if I'll be just fine
But I can't give up no not this time
So I walk these Streets, searching for something I may never find
But I'll never stop, Not until I get where I'm supposed to be
Something's broken in my mind
Something's broken in my mind
And it's something you'll never find
But I've drawn the battle lines
And nothings stopping me, no not this time
Oh no Oh no
Not this time
~Jim Ba
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Literature
Goddess won't you visit me ton
I walk where there's no street lamps and I wonder what's ahead
I ask myself deep questions all alone inside my head
But I cannot find the answers, only riddles come to mind
Shadows dance before my eyes and I go blind
I wish I knew where I was going, but my map has blown away
I wish I Had some kind of Purpose, and I wish that I could stay
I have lost myself in Shadow, and I can not find my light
Oh please Goddess won't you visit me tonight?
Black Clouds obscure the moon and make the darkness deeper still
I hear the sounds of wild things that could jump out and Kill
But I have to keep on going, I cannot turn back now
The plays not over yet I cannot take my bow
I wish I had some way to know if I was going the right way
I wish I had someone to talk to or a nice warm place to stay
But I'm alone in empty blackness, all surrounded by the night
Oh please Goddess won't you visit me tonight?
I'm walking somewhat faster towards the unknown dead ahead
Pursued by horrid demons and other things I dr
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Literature
Untitled 07-07-2005
I wonder as I wonder, among the trees of green
I wonder what truly matters now, with all the things I've seen
Are the answers here before my eyes, or are they Far away?
I don't know but I'll keep searching, just like every day
I had a dream once long ago, A fairy with silver wings
came to me from far away, and told me wonderful things
She told me I was beautiful, that I could be the one
She'd stay with for a lifetime, our lonely days were done
But all too soon the dream was done, like she was never there
And back to emptiness I went, Like she didn't even care
Oh what a dream it was, to live with her that night
Oh what a dream it was, to give up with the morning light
Every night I hope for her, A fairy with silver wings
to come to me from far away, and tell me wonderful things
to tell me I am beautiful, that I could be the one
that she'll stay with for a lifetime, our lonely days will be done
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Literature
Walking on the back roads
I almost walked to somewhere
Somewhere I wanted to be...
but I knew I should not go there
It's not the place for me
No longer do I walk those halls
No longer is that street my place
How long has it been, how many falls
Since last I knew her face
I do not walk there anymore
It's not where I belong
I can walk until my legs are sore
And sing my broken song
But I'll never walk to her again
To do so would be wrong
She's forgotten all the words we said
It's been far too long
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Literature
Orange Butterflies
There's not much that I want in life
And yet every night I cry
Wishing that she could be my wife
And for her these tears to dry
It's too much to ask sometimes I think
To have these things I want
Too much to ask to share this drink
Or to go to a restaurant
Too much to kiss her lips so pink
And so my dreams they haunt
Now every night my dreams they sink
In the sea of endless want
All I want are happy days
and my sweetheart by my side
I want to dance with butterflies
That on orange wings do Glide
Is that too much to ask you for
Please tell me if it's wrong
To want the happy simple life
That I've searched for so long
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Literature
Your Phantom
every day I see you there
and I stop to stare
at the photo of you
but then I'm aware
it's only a picture
a shadow of the past
A time I was happy
but that went by so fast.
When i stand there
do you do the same
When I call out to you
do you call my name
When i think of you
do you think of me
or have you relegated me
to lost memories
At night
I often dream of you
During the day
I see you sometimes too
Like a phantom
Etched into my mind
I can't get free of you
you're there all the time
I go for walks alot
I often pass that spot
where you left me
and I began to rot
I just stood there
In so much pain
as you walked away
it started to rain
I often wonder
did you even care
When you left me alone
in the dark with no air
I stop and I stare
cuz your phantoms still there
She's standing alone
with the wind in her hair
Nothing matters
every days the same
It's like I'm slowly
washing down the drain
I want to ask you
do you remember my name
but your phantoms there
all the same
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Literature
A Personal Prayer
Is it wrong,
That I feel this way?
Like I'm broken inside,
Like I've been betrayed?
Can you fix me?
Can I be remade?
Make the pain go away,
Please let it fade...
Can't you help me?
Oh please someone,
Can't you save me,
With an answer?
Please I beg you.
With my last breath.
Can't you save me?
Ever after...
Oh God,
Please stop this pain.
Are you up there?
Are you listening today?
I can't hear you god,
Please answer me.
Why can't I see myself,
In the mirror today?
Can't you help me?
Oh please someone,
Can't you save me,
With an answer?
Please I beg you.
With my last breath.
Can't you save me?
Alittle faster...
I'm alone here,
Just looking for you.
Are you out there?
Looking for me too?
I can't find you,
I've been searching so long.
Can you hear my voice?
I'm singing this song.
Can't you help me?
Oh please someone,
Can't you save me,
With an answer?
Please I beg you.
With my last breath.
Can't you save me?
Forever after...
No one answers,
I'm still alone.
Nothings out there,
Except an empt
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Child of the Universe by Lordrokesh Child of the Universe :iconlordrokesh:Lordrokesh 1 1 MK Black Rose bracers not exp by Lordrokesh MK Black Rose bracers not exp :iconlordrokesh:Lordrokesh 0 1
Literature
Balorac
Balorac calls to me,
His black form quivers below.
Balorac grabs at me,
With tentacles black and cold.
Fear and despair are his children,
Sadness follows his feet.
All the things in your life will be broken,
When you and Balorac do meet.
Balorac's touch is like fire,
That freezes and burns to your soul.
Balorac's a truth telling Liar,
Who's eyes are the color of coal.
Fear and despair are his children,
Sadness follows his feet.
All the things in your life will be broken,
When you and Balorac do meet.
Balorac is deep inside all of us,
He's the shadow you see in your dreams.
Staring back he's the face in the mirror,
He's the one foe you'll never defeat.
Fear and despair are his children,
Sadness follows his feet.
All the things in your life will be broken,
When you and Balorac do meet.
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Under My Skin - unfinished :iconlordrokesh:Lordrokesh 1 2

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Lordrokesh
Jim
United States
Current Residence: Connecticut
Operating System: Windows XP
Wallpaper of choice: A picture of the Girl i love
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Mercury
Personal Quote: "I've Seen the darkness in others, I've seen it in myself." ~me
Interests
Perhaps I'll get to take some pics in the snow

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fox-wise Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2006   General Artist
Hi!
I'm on the OBOD board, as wolfsong ... thought I'd say hi ... I like artsy gamer Pagans who write novels ... (no, I'm not stalking you, we just seem to have similar interests ... )
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Lordrokesh Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2006
hehe no worries I dont think you're stalkign me :)

And I love to meet people with interests such as ours.
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fox-wise Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2006   General Artist
Looking forward to many awesome conversations ...
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fox-wise Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2006   General Artist
Hi!
I'm on the OBOD board, as wolfsong ... thought I'd say hi ... I like artsy gamer Pagans who write novels ... (no, I'm not stalking you, we just seem to have similar interests ... )
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CellsArt Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2006  Professional General Artist
Tnks for the fave :heart:!!!
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witch-soulfly Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2006
Hei thanks for the fav :strip:
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Lordrokesh Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2006
No problem :)
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CageyButterfly Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2006
:) NP~ your lil bro is *THE CUTEST!!!*, btw!:heart:

:aww::)
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Lordrokesh Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2006
hehe :) he is adorable isnt he. I love him, I wish i got to see him more. I really should update my Devious information though it's a year out of date.
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CageyButterfly Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2006
:nod:..I'll be holding to that!:aww:
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